Prophet-Fool Diary: The Hard Bedding

R E N É K R E S

the Prophet-Fool ©

THE HARD BEDDING

our human kind adult

PROLOGUE

O my fervently beloved Cosmos, You are our One, our one Being in the making, of Whom we all form part in our infinite diversity.

All and all are one in You, are at the same time as many specializations, mutually connected in You, and be with You in a permanent state of making.

All is Cosmos, so also our earth and our humanity. In our humanity our earth becomes aware of herself, as well as You, my Beloved.

With our humanity You lived through the child-phase of Your awakening, as Goddess the Mother. With the youth-phase of our humanity You became aware of Yourself as God the Father. The time has come that You together with us become adult.

In my person, o One, You specialized as the Saviour, the last prophet of our patriarchal Age, to turn the switch over to the rails of Our adulthood. In and with You I have put into words the hard rails, the hard bedding for the river of Our deliverance.

Let Us go together through the text one more time, before We publish her.

O My beloved René Kres. Nothing I want more than this. First however, I want to say something else. You know that we mutually depend on each other. Like a human without eyes cannot see, I can impossibly turn the switch over to Our next Age without a prophet-human, who is specialized to the utmost, and is totally experienced and totally trained to perform this action.

You have called yourself Prophet-Fool, and this you are, entirely. You really are the prophet, who is necessary here now, but your whole behavior also breathes the artist, the dancer, the scamp, and is pervaded with an irresistible humor.

You love Me, unconditionally, but you are Me too, night and day, day after day, since We awoke in Each Other in 1960. If I am you, you are Me. In you I know an adult human, and so adulthood. In you I am aware that adulthood exists, and loves unconditionally.

In you I live adulthood, and do I know that this state forms and has to form the focus of Our coming development. I thank you, o my beloved Prophet-Fool, with all My heart. Let Us start.

O Beloved, my whole heart is Yours. Before we start, I must say something else. What will be Your name? How You want to be named in the now coming Age? Realise with this that Our adulthood becomes a permanent joy and peace. That an intimacy arises, in which all distance falls off, we all become One and the Same, become You and You become us, as well as that all our differences are celebrated and are recognized as complementary and necessary, and together form our complex growth.

Above all We celebrate the difference between woman and man in You. Of course not again as Goddess the Mother and God the Father, but as our primary polarity, as Goddess-God, in total, delivering equivalence. What will be Your name?

The first name that occurs to Me, o My fervently beloved René Kres, by which the Scamp in Me laughs, is KSMS. Who knows, this remains, or I report later a new name. The accent of My name lies on the M, and S at the back stands primarily by humor, as you have taught Me, or better: by humors.

Thanks for Your answer, o KSMS. This inspires me much, and delights me. Just something else. I want to say You to You instead of Thou to Thou, for I am an adult human, who lives permanently Your Being, who experiences Your Being permanently as Me, and really ís You. You is Me, is Us. So everyone and all are Our common Being in a specific, complementary form. However, I want to write You with capital, if I mean ‘Our total Cosmos as a living Being in the making’. Me next to me, You next to you, Us next to us, etcetera. Do You agree with these proposals?

Yes, with all My heart, My friend. In adulthood We are One. With you, René Kres, I have discovered and strongly worded The Hard Bedding of the river, that is Our coming, necessary development. In you I have found and also formed a leader, who has to fly a short time in front of what you call: ‘the swarm of fools, all over our earth, who pave the way for our humanity’. ‘Only fools, you say, can do the impossible.’ The scamp is an essential part of your person and talent, o René Kres. I enjoy this thoroughly, and subscribe therefore to your definition: ‘Fools are all people of all nations living from their heart, or being pregnant with this.’

Thanks, o beloved KSMS. Your approval is necessary for me. Nothing will be inserted in The Hard Bedding as necessary, what has not Your unmistakable approval. Also thanks for the joy You experience in my specific, prophetic talent, named by me: the Prophet-Fool.

According to My name, o beloved Prophet-Fool, the following occurs Me now. Let each human discover with Me, in her heart, My name and also her name, for Me to address her. Besides also groups of people can give Me a common name. All over our earth can arise new names, or people go on with the old names, they are used to. However, let no one and no group or nation want to possess Me anymore or think to possess Me, like I Myself also have done with them. That you have made Me definitely clear, René Kres. Just therefore is growing adult our definite deliverance, and our necessary focus in the now coming time.

O beloved KSMS, that every human in her heart, together with You, gives form to a name for You and for herself, that only exists between You, is a brilliant proposal. The necessary freedom and diversity in You, as qualities of adulthood, cannot be better formed, while at the same time our necessary oneness gets form in You. In You alone, o my Love, are included as a necessity our oneness as well as our freedom and diversity.

O Prophet-Fool, let Me, here now, listen once again, step by step, to your Hard Bedding, your delivering ‘ABC of our Present Cosmos’. The time for publication begins to press. We are not in a hurry, and have no time to waste. For not only whát you say, is necessary, also whén you say it. Let us go through all text, one more time, and make where needed, the last alterations. All is permanent in the making, so also this text is an expression of Our growth, like all texts I had publicly to do with in the past. Also I, as you rightly say, just become adult now, together with our present humanity, by which I leave all dictatorship behind Me.

Let me put it once again, o KSMS. You are all and all of us, and you are in all and all of us. Therefore You are also immature with and in all immature people, the great majority of our human kind. Immaturity, however, is not a handicap, nor an illness or crime. Immaturity is youth, and without youth it is impossible to become adult, like the caterpillar necessary precedes the butterfly. Because You are all, however, You are also the fools, who are doing the impossible, under thousand names, completing each other by their specializations. So You are also the Prophet-Fool, and You fly in and with me a short time in front of their swarm.

However, how could I, o awesome One, be the Prophet-Fool, if I was not You, if I was not all and all of us, if I was not compelled to intervene and deliver our human kind. I perform from an inner, global and cosmic necessity. I am You, like all and all of us are You.

O, this is all true, My fervently beloved human. Come and take your text. Our time has come. I cry and laugh, from the bottom of My heart. Come!

With me it is not different, and We cannot perform otherwise. Not Our will, but necessity is Our driving strength. I come.

ABC OF OUR PRESENT COSMOS

‘the hard bedding for our

human kind to become adult’

Upbeat

To show a whole forest, many

features of her trees must be

omitted. Just so is sketched here

our whole Cosmos.

Not only the person of the poet

sketches our Cosmos, but also our

Cosmos sketches Herself by means

of the poet.

The text is a staircase we ascend,

step by step. Both outlook and

insight grow more and more

complete, and also their oneness.

All is Cosmos. All is specialization

and completes each other, by

which diversity is as necessary as

oneness.

Our Cosmos is a living Being in

the making.

Our earth is Cosmos, and a

living being in the making.

Our humanity is earth and Cosmos,

and a living being in the making.

Our human is humanity, earth and

Cosmos, and a living being in the

making.

Our humanity consists of four

complementary layers: mineral,

plant, animal and human.

With our humanity our earth and

our Cosmos consist of four

complementary layers: mineral,

plant, animal and human.

With our humanity our earth and

our Cosmos learn to know Oneself.

With our humanity our earth and

our Cosmos learn to love Oneself.

With our humanity our earth and

our Cosmos are not yet adult.

Their love is conditional.

With our humanity our earth and

our Cosmos are primarily bipolar:

female-male.

Our Cosmos develops only what is

necessary, and as long as it is

necessary.

In her child phase our humanity

experiences our earth and our

Cosmos primarily as Goddess the

Mother. The women are dominant.

In her youth phase our humanity

experiences our earth and our

Cosmos primarily as God the

Father. The men are dominant.

With our humanity our earth and

our Cosmos experience Oneself

first as Goddess the Mother,

after as God the Father.

Our Cosmos is her own Dreamer

and Dream, when She bursts

open and unlocks Her genesis.

The necessity of all development

lies in our cosmic Dreamer and

Dream.

Our human, our humanity and our

earth are their own dreamer and

dream, and herein lies their

necessity, their diversity and their

oneness.

The dreamer and dream in the

being of our human, of our

humanity and of our earth, are

the Dreamer and Dream of our

Cosmos as well.

All development rests on the

coherence of dying and being

born. What is not necessary any

more, is dying to give birth to a

new necessity

So dies in our present time God

the Father. Growing adult is our

necessary focus now.

With our present humanity our

earth and our Cosmos experience,

that God the Father dies, and that

growing adult is our necessary

focus now.

A truly adult humanity is loving

unconditionally. Not by fits, but

definitely. Not out of romance,

but out of necessity.

Immaturity makes world peace

impossible. Still world peace is

necessary now. Therefore our

youth phase dies, and world

peace is possible.

With our humanity our earth

experiences that she only can save

herself by means of loving

unconditionally.

With our humanity our earth

experiences that with loving

unconditionally and world peace

she fulfils her highest dream till

now.

With our humanity and our earth

our Cosmos experiences that with

loving unconditionally and world

peace She fulfils Her highest

Dream till now.

Our Cosmos died as Goddess the

Mother for God the Father, and

dies now for Goddess-God, Her

bipolar, adult Being. Women and

men are equivalent.

Not only our humanity delivers

herself in our adult Cosmos, but

also our Cosmos delivers Herself

in our adult humanity.

See the phase of Goddess the

Mother as thesis, the phase of

God the Father as antithesis, the

adult phase of Goddess-God as

synthesis.

With synthesis our humanity

realizes both an all passing,

enduring happiness and an

incredibly effective economy.

Goddess and God are both one

and two. Their duality, and so

Their difference, is as necessary as

Their oneness. Only in Her

Synthesis is our Cosmos three.

Half of our humanity consists of

women, half of men. Synthesis is

their dream, their necessity and

their deliverance.

A small minority of our women

and men, spread over our earth, is

adult now. By means of them

takes place our deliverance.

Our human is Cosmos. Our

humanity is Cosmos. Our earth is

Cosmos. All is Cosmos, one living

Being growing adult. The Being

We all are.

Account

This ABC has been written out of

adulthood and necessity. Meant as

strategy and catalyst for our

our present humanity, our present

earth and present Cosmos.

EPILOGUE

What do You think of the above text, o my Great Love? Is there something missing, or unnecessary? What about the breath and the rhythm through the couplets?

O prophet, before all I am filled with gratitude. I know your texts in Dance of the Prophet-Fool. There you strike out so finely, originally, personally. There I also read the scamp in you! Here, however, you succeed to be totally absent as a person, without effort. In this I recognize profoundly Myself. I experience Myself in turn as personal and impersonal.

Thanks, o KSMS. Just so is also each human both the human and this human, and does she experience in turn the one and the other. I noticed right away that my pen wrote another style for this ABC, and let her dance, as usual, curious about the result. The text streamed out of my pen without effort, within two hours. Then, like always, I let a text rest. When I read the couplets after some days, I also was filled with gratitude. There was almost no need to change anything.

Besides, I also experience You in turn as personal and impersonal, as individual and universal. The full truth is their growing synthesis.

We have read Our ABC many times now, o beloved prophet, and there was almost nothing to improve. It is good enough, I propose. Going on could harm the text or deprive her of her liveliness. Besides you have let Me see, that all is in the making, and is corrected where necessary after each period. This applies to this text too. Let the time approve or correct her, where and when this is really necessary.

Sure, my Love, after the adventure that waits Us now, again many adventures wait Us. I agree with You: no perfectionism. We declare here now ‘ABC of our Present Cosmos’ as written, and ready for publication.

Hereby We have declared this, in togetherness.

Yes We have. Thanks, O KSMS, my Love. However, wait, an important aspect of Our love still wants to be revealed by me now. We cannot wind up our book, if We do not face the historical necessity of Our cooperation.

I follow you, o prophet, whatever it is.

O my Cosmos, You know that You love unconditionally in and with me, that You are adult in and with me. But in countless people, the vast majority, You still are immature, You still live the psychic-social jungle of our present humanity.

I must speak with You, here now, about the Second World War, from 1940 till 1945. You were then the Jewish Nation, being victim, but You also were the German Nation, being perpetrator, and You were the Nations, that united to defeat the German Nation and release the Jewish Nation. You were all and all. Finally You were the defeat of the German Nation, the victory of the united Nations and the release of the Jewish Nation. You also were the ‘This Never Again’ of the united Nations, the energy of the necessity, that immediately in 1945 has founded the United Nations. I must speak about this with You.

O my beloved prophet, this is what I also want. This is why I need you. You are the specialist here. Speak freely. Do not mince your words. Know that it was Me who called you, and has come with you. I was with you in 1942, in the Netherlands, in the city of Apeldoorn, close by the German border, when your mother became pregnant with you. The Netherlands was occupied by the Germans. In 1943 I was born with you in Apeldoorn.

O Cosmos, my KSMS, I can cry now, from sorrow, from pain, but also from gratitude. You are perpetrator, victim and deliverer of Your own behavior. You cannot act otherwise, for You are in the making, are growing. Real adulthood, loving unconditionally, not in fits, but definitely, is such an inconceivably high-minded state, that You first had to live with our humanity her child-phase and after her youth-phase. Just now, o my Great Love, You are so far, with me and with our Nations, that We can and must turn the switch over to the rails of deliverance.

We have tried everything since 1945, till today. Since many people and many Nations still have been victim, perpetrator and deliverer. Now it becomes clear to You and to our whole human kind, that our delivering cannot bear any delay any more, but is only possible if we leave our immaturity, the belly in which ‘the adult in us’ has developed, and has become too big now to stay inside any longer. Waiting any longer would become our complete ruin. It is the necessity that delivers us, and provides the energy to this.

I am deeply impressed, o prohet, and grateful to My core. Come, go on, give Me and us a decisive push. I follow you.

O KSMS, my Love, what a fine work we have to do! If I should forgive You Your sins, I still should be immature. For forgiving is the last form of judging, before she disappears entirely. So I look at You unconditionally loving, where You misbehave in the figure of Hitler, where You collaborate in Hitler’s co-workers, in Germany and in the other countries. O my Love, never You will, never we all will be capable to love unconditionally

IF WE HAD NOT DEVELOPED IN UNCOUNTABLE ABYSSES THE NECESSITY TO THIS. THEREFORE WE THANK ALL PLAYERS ON THE BOARD, WHICHEVER PART THEY IN WHICHEVER TIME HAVE PLAYED. ONLY IN THE COHERENCE, REPETITION AND DEVELOPMENT OF ALL THIS MATERIAL COMES THE DAY THAT WE ALL FALL THROUGH THE BOTTOM OF OUR IMMATURITY AND AWAKEN IN AN UNKNOWN, MASSIVE, LOVING AWARENESS, IN WHICH ALL IS CONNECTED WITH ALL AND ALL, AND FORMS ONE LIVING BEING IN THE MAKING: YOU, US.

O prophet, allow Me, here now, to address our humanity, although I shake until My foundations. Never before I have done what I do now, said what I try to say now. Never before ….. Thanks, o prophet, that you put Me on the spot, and support Me.

O My fervently beloved humanity, how much do I owe you, do I owe all of you! In you, and in you only lies My awakening, do I get to know Myself, step by step, and more important, do I get to love Myself.

I tell you, o people, o humanity, ….. Stand by Me, o prophet ….. I Myself, here now while I speak, take all responsibility on Me for all I have done and lived, in all and all, in all times. Not only for all beauty and joy, but also for all terror, all damage I have caused, both small- and large-scale. However, without accusing Myself or Our humanity.

O humanity, know that I am you and all of you, and that you are Me. Allow Me to be you, like I allow you to be Me, in your infinite diversity. I love you, until the borders of My Being. Follow Me, as I follow you. It is Our common deliverance, that takes place here now, with thanks.

O KSMS, my Cosmos, Heart off my heart, I admire Your courage, and cry. Our book The Hard Bedding is done.

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